i have no idea what to put here honestly
what if i just dont put anything
what if i just lead you to believe im working on this page when actually im not
what if....

the idea of this page is to make me uncomfortable
take me out of my comfort zone
out of my usual semi nuetral tones
and limited gifs
this is supposed to be a hectic and uncomfortable page
and its working

so let me do something...
hopefully i come back to this page and actually do something with it.
but who knows...
sometimes making the format is fun but since im not used to the style im going for i might not enjoy it
we shall see i suppose